Barely 5 hours in Singapore, and I seriously miss Jakarta.

The nice car or bike rides to the malls for dinner.
Shopping at the groccery store.
Coming home to 2 very happy dogs, Thunder, an old golden retreiver, and a fat black lab, Molly.
Walking towards the house to see the horses, some lying down, some still standing.
Sitting by the door and talking.

And I realized, only horse people understand what we're saying because we almost always relate everything back to the equine world.

Now I don't know how i'm gonna survive 3 more years of school. I think surviving one month is gonna be a challenge. I already feel the desperate need to ride. It's like a drug. It's my drug. A really expensive one too..

Anto and Sardi are arriving at 1am on monday morning, so my mom and I will go pick them up. But they're leaving on thursday night... which is like really quick. And i'm planning to go back again like in 2 weeks, when my sister leaves for Bali as well.

At this point in my life, I would say that I love Jakarta more than Singapore. Their way of life is just so nice and relaxed. And by this, i'm talking about life in the stables.

And I notice my temper changed once i stepped into singapore. I became more aggitated, more assertive, more aloof, more unhappy, more depressed. But I keep repeating to myself what they said to me. "Maintain your emotion."

I hope I can.

suri thought at 10:23 PM