I'm shattered and broken beyond repair. I'm jaded, so sick of being here. I fucked up one too many times.. And this time, i fucked up my whole life. But it's been coming for a while, and i've been hiding in denial, I never quite had what it takes to be with you. I should've turned myself around, I should've tried to stand my ground, but it's over and there's nothing left for me to do but go.

It's been too long to make amends, so i'll just go goodbye my friend. If you just asked, i'd get down on my knees. But we both know it's best if i just leave. I know i've made too many bad mistakes. And I know i've let you down so much. I'll be gone before you know that I still love you so.

But i'm sorry...

One day i'm gonna forget your name, and one sweet day you're gonna drown in my lost pain. I dream in darkness, I sleep to die. Erase the silence, erase my life. Our burning ashes blacken the day. A world of nothingness, blow me away. Do you wonder why you hate? Are you still too weak to survive on your mistakes? You poor sweet innocent thing. Dry your eyes and testify. And oh, you love to hate me don't you, honey?

I'm your sacrifice.

suri thought at 3:24 PM