And the voices in my head whispered to me,

"Hey unfaithful, i will teach you to be stronger, to be stronger.
Hey ungraceful, i will teach you to forgive one another.
Hey unloving, i will love you. I will love you."

Hold me close, wash my mind, destroy the me that lives inside.

Joy and laughter exchanged for grief and silence. In these pages, lies every memory of you. Walking in the present but living in the past. How much longer will i embrace sorrow from the moment you entered my life. You brought out a happiness i didn't evne know i had. That gass heart that rested in my chest has fallen and shattered

Her body is now part of mutilation, her soul, the victim of strangulation. a silent summer drowned by winter. To look in your face and realize the time we spent, the chances i had, have drifted away from my fingertips. I loved you, and i still love you, even though i ever showed it, a piece of me is gone forever. Clutching memories held so close, my eyes look all around but all they can focus on is you, for in you, i find me.

Days pass by and your death still lingers, this coldness will never satisfy me. I want to be surrounded by demons, where the fire is so hot it burns my insides. Surrounded by demons where hate takes my darkest depressions and throws it back at me. Mend me, Break me, then make me.

Farewell my friend, your time has come, and never will i be able to tell you "i love you" again.

suri thought at 12:46 PM