You always amazed me... but that's the past. I kept silent and it rained for days. My insides are drenched. But i guess that's the part of growing up. I never wanted to learn and i grew into the woman you never knew. But i wouldn't be this way, if it wasn't for you.

A hundred thank you's.

If this is love, fairy tales never came true and Judies are black in full bloom and i died in the womb. Take it back, all that's gone. It's all still there like you left it. December stayed the same. Nothing ever changed but you. Every dream covered in dents. Love can't fly tonight, couples will rest and i'll be sleepless.

So cry yourself to sleep. This is about broken hearts, this is about me. Bending again for nothing... for nothing. iId run to you but pain awaits. I'm coming home, but i'll be late. No deeper than imagination can be, sight with nothing to see. What's faith if i can't believe?

It's everything.

A cure, but i made it a disease.

God, please take me, because i hate me.

suri thought at 1:04 AM