amazing how when im on a horse, nothing else matters. im totally focused. period cramps just go away, and in fact, i totally forget that im having my period. plus the cold weather doesn't bother me. I like riding Anna. this pretty dun mare. Haven't ridden her properly in the arena cuz it was flooded so i just cantered her around the compound and it was great. She was in a round frame most of the time and she feels squishy. haha.. yes, she's a little on the plump side. Her canter's so smooth i just took off on a gallop up hill.

can't wait to go riding next sunday again.. and hopefully wayne will be there with me.

Now as time is passing me by, i get more nervous and lactic acid is building up insde me. im scared and i just feel like going into the foetal position.

suri thought at 9:55 PM