why is everything in chinese?!!??! goddamnit!

zsa pang seh me.. again..

as crazy as this might sound, i like High Grade. and i know that at any moment he can choose to do something stupid and get me killed. and i learned that he needs plenty of leg to get him working on the bit. im actually looking forward to riding him next week. and i think i made a wise decision by stopping him from left canter because i could feel him tense up with all that energy, anticipating the movement of my legs that translate to a canter and then either rear up, buck, gallop or all three simutaneously. i know High Grade too well... and surprisingly, his right canter was under control. it went very well. the whole ride just went really good for me today. i think i concentrated too hard and now my brain aches.

my leg muscles are about to go kaput any minute and i still have a cousin's 21st birthday party to attend later. given a choice, i wouldn't go. cuz i'm tired. its gonna be boring. i dont have my wiggly puff with me. neither do i have my mp3 player. or something to amuse me like the bejewelled game in wiggly puff's phone. and more over, mom is giving me the black face, the cold shoulder and the semi-silent war.(speak only when spoken to)

this is horrible. i miss my wiggly puff.. and my lil nugget. i would love to see how round miu miu has grown though..

suri thought at 4:42 PM