you were so euphoric, i saw the future in your eyes. a cascade of emotion brings me to the summit of defeat. my trust was misplaced like the truth in a sea of lies. you're more content barefoot on coals than to deal with feelings trapped inside.

you're trapped inside.

trapped inside. coalesce, distrust, personified. fear unrealized, will paint the future black as night. just let go. have you felt what it is to fly, soar above? the right path is never justified. they wouldn't ever affect you, you promised. and you lied. you were strong enough to make your own decisions, but evidently, your own two feet just weren't enough to stand on.

tell me how should i feel after what you juust said. how should i feel after what you just said?

you are nothing. you mean nothing.

just like a child, i wish i could close my eyes and you would dissipate. just like a child, i wish i could close my eyes, let my tears evaporate. please stay away from me. you've done far to much harm.

thanks for bringing your palm across my face twice. thanks for making me bleed. how nice it was to see the horrified look on faces of passers-by as they saw blood drip down my face. were you too embarrassed to let the world know? no wonder you pestered me to wash my face. but that blood on my face felt like a trophy.

fuck all your lies.

suri thought at 10:41 PM