i did my test today.. rode Son of Songkla. overall, im surprised i actually managed to scrape through cuz he got spooked at a corner and stuff.. and we suddenly had to do the test in a 20 x 40 arena instead of the 20 x 60 one that we always trained in so everything was like smaller, i couldn't judge the distance as accurately.

im not happy with my score. bloody bastards.. how am i supposed to control his own horse instincts?! argh...

k so i strolled him back down and untacked and showerd him then took him to the car park for a little walk and graze while wating for his coat to dry fully..spending some time with him, watching him eat and talking to him... he's just so unpredictable and nervous but i feel safe with him.. i swear i would buy him if i could... let his mane grow out and stuff, im sure he'll be so beautiful. he's not too big, not too small, i would say, just the right size for me kinda thing.

k anyway, Natalie spoke to me.. yes, the girl who i hated so much and i didn't even know her personally for the past year... then i found out she was really nice and all this while she was staring at me cuz she found me so familiar.. and i came to realize that we were from the same primary school.. but she's in IJ St. Nicks now.. sec 1.. and i thought she was a snobbish lil brat who was in sec 3. but anyway, she's nice... walked to the arena with her and asked her bout her turn and stuff.

i miss Songkla.

i miss you more...

suri thought at 10:23 PM