well, i'm getting kinda used to Pappi's absence but its still hard. i still picture him running around aimlessly on the second floor while im sitting. watching tv... i hear his fast legs running as fast as he can on the carpeted floor... aww shucks..

k i've learned not to pin my hopes too high so that i wont get that dissappointed and i only have myself to blame. i should have known better than to wait... this isn't the first time that you left me waiting. sad excuses and false hopes high. i saw this coming still i dont know why i let you in. i knew it all along. you're so predictable. i knew something would go wrong. so you dont have to call or say anything at all, you're so predictable...

yep, that lyric is how i seriously feel now...seriously...






suri thought at 5:56 PM