im still missing Pappi... that cute lil punk of mine. but i guess im feeling better cuz i have some of his stuff to remind me that he's always with me. not that he's dead or anything. haha... im wearing 2 of his "collars" that he couldn't fit anymore... one as a bracelet one as an anklet. and both were from perlini's silver. and his chew toy and a nice box which he was chewing on and a case of film with his teeth puncture marks on it...

well, going home in 2 days...happy? sad? i dont know... a lil of both.

i feel eyelashes on my cheek, and they lacerate my flesh. a pain so good. so put your hand in mine, never let go, never wake up cause i'm done with promises. i'm taking blood oaths. feels like you could kiss my imperfections, my imperfections away.

and i would stand, i stand by your side. until the sun turns the sky, all the colors i see in your eyes.

and i never need to see the sun again. there's enough light in your eyes, to light up all the world. so take me, take me away. kill me slowly, i'll never be the same.

and i swear to you, on everything i am. and i dedicate to you all that i am, and i promise you that i'll stand right by your side,f orever and always, until the day i die.

the bite marks on my neck, never felt so good, i'm losing control, and its all that i can do, not to blackout, fall into lust with you.your kisses infect me, the dark gift is loving you.

and i feel immortal, and i want to make you feel the same. so stand by me, as well immolate. we can burn in each other's arms.



suri thought at 5:06 PM